I Have a Confession to Make

This is a long story, perhaps a boring one. But it's enough to change a person's life, I guess? :) Hmm, I think I'll start with the interview? Well, I would say, I didn't feel hopeful when I got the chance for the interview at USM for the dentistry course. I remember I told myself: "this is a great chance to learn something new in your life, so just do your best and gain some experience." But out of expectation, I think I did quite well in the interview, it was seriously my best performance compared to any other interviews in my entire life. (At least I think so okay :p )

As I said, I didn't put much hope on it, since USM is only selecting 50 out of around 250 candidates. So I continued my studies in KL, preparing for my exams and of course enjoy life ;) But...... everything changed after I got this offer:

Okay... I have to admit that I was too shocked to accept the fact that I got the offer to study dentistry in USM! And yes, I cried cuz I was not prepared to leave KL and go to Kelantan, a place that I've never been before in my entire life! :( 

In fact, my parents supported me to go for it, and even some of my close friends said it was really a super duper GOOD opportunity. And I'm such a lucky girl to get that offer with my not-really-good grades. So, I think over and over again, until there is a few nights I can't even sleep properly, lol. 

And lastly, I choose to go. Yes, I'm going to Kelantan in exactly one more month. And yes, I'm going to stay there for 5 years until I complete the whole course. Cool? :) I've withdrawn from IMU and moved back to my home. Currently enjoying my life like a piggie :)

So, yea! :) I know life in Kelantan is absolutely different from KL's but I know I can do it :) cuz I always believe nothing can beat me. As long as I get used to it, I will be fine :D So, wish me luck and please don't say goodbye and make me cry. Hahahhahahaha XD Cuz obviously I will come back to KL as much as I can lah, lol. 

Oh yea, another confession. I permed my hair and it turns out...... Idk what to say. Sigh. Now everything is going to start from the very beginning again, including my hair xD 

Good night and tata to all my KL friends :) I will be missing KL so badly :')

I need MOTIVATION!

Hello... I'm still surviving for my week 4 :D But apparently, I have pimples all around my forehead and my skin is getting horrible day by day. #stress I guess? :) I prolly need more fun to boost my mood meter. Hahahaha. Shoo shoooo stupid pimples! 

So, I went through one of the most important events in my life this Monday : STPM results day? I've no idea what it is called. I think I was the first person to reach there -.- Teachers are even more nervous than me, lol. My ex Biology teacher said I'm one of her 'pelajar harapan'. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA LOL. But seriously i was touched by her words :') I still remember my hands were shaking when I had my result slip inside my hands. My juniors were like: "senior, open la open~" 

Okay... To be honest, my first feeling is: "oh..... no B, yayy..." But right after that I felt quite disappointed. I got A- for both my sceince subjects, as a science student -.- Then I started to feel sad again. LOL. So in conclusion, no feeling? lol... Anyway, I still feel proud of myself because I've officially graduated from form 6! xD Clap clap! I will never regret to study form 6. I really learned a lot a lot of things from my teachers and peers. Even most of the study time I sufferred, but still, i enjoyed the learning processes :) I salute every drop of tears and sweat behind all my classmates and I :) Well done! BIG thank you for all my teachers especially my mathematics teacher (it was the only subject I got A for all the papers :D) Form 6 will be part of my sweetest memories ♥ All the best in the  future! :D

I started my dental stuffs this week. OMG the only thing i want to say is: IT IS DAMN DIFFICULT T__T

We are studying embryology, not the teeth yet. Haih, I will try my best. Best of the best.

Okay, no more. HAHAHHAHAHA sowwie. 我只是发发牢骚 压力太大 神经有点问题 xD

#random

Last picha, I miss Coco! :( 

Good night, see u next week! Wait jie jie come back T__T

ps. I need motivation to work hard. 加油加油 ♥

Some Random Thoughts

Owh hi there ;) I'm here, proudly announce that I survived for the fourth week of my uni life! LOL hahahhahahhahahaha. I know right i know right, I'm so lame -.- But still, I'm always proud of u! Soh Ke Jia! xD 

Even I myself am quite amazed for my own decision to start my degree on February. It's like, only 2 months after my STPM shits. Hahahahaha xD (I am desperate huh?) Frankly speaking, everything happened suddenly, without any early planning :) I believe, there is something called destiny. 一切都是命中注定的 :) Everything happens for a reason behind. ;)

At first, I was quite worried. I can't adapt to uni life la~ I will be super duper home sick la~ I will crave for my mum's dishes all day long la~ I will be a crying baby la~ etc la... BUT! Hey! Actually i can be an independent girl! This feeling is great! I always think that independent girls are awesome! And now i'm slowly becoming one of them :p Hehehhehehe.

Yes, yes, YES! This is me -.- I wonder why i looked so dark and oily in the photo. I totally have no idea what happened to the camera or the photographer. Haih, sad to the max.... Anyway, it is just an ID card, right? RIGHT? :(

Currently, I am a student of IMU. I am enrolling Bachelor of Dental Surgery. Fyi, it is a 5-year course. If you wonder why i chose this profession, I would say.... it is my interest. Hahahahhahhahahhahaha. And please don't ask me why i would choose a profession that extract teeth, dentists don't extract teeth ONLY. HAHHAHAHAHHAHHA. 

My parents are the most AWESOMEEEEE parents in the universe! Hahaha they will give me whatever i need. They support my dreams. They have faith in me. They believe me. They love me. I always know ♥ 

When I need a rubbish bin, my mummy got me a cute one ♥

When i have to wash my hair every night, and siting under the fan just to get my hair completely dry, my daddy got me a new hair dryer ♥

I know I'm blessed with love ♥♥♥

There is only few food stalls around the campus. It is difficult to get food here. Having no choice, I have to prepare dinner for myself. It is not easy. Imagine in the future i will have tons of assignments and stuffs to catch up, at the same time i must feed myself :( I'm learning to be independent. I'm big enough to grow, I'm turning 20 this year. No more excuses :)

Fortunately i know how to cook ;) 

But still, I lost almost 3 kg after 3 weeks away from home. Hahahhahahhaha actually it is a good news for me :p

I made new friends ♥ Apparently socializing is always a problem for me. I'm quite shy and passive in a new environment, but i believe that i will get familiar for it after we know each other better :)

Receiving lame jokes from my siblings from WhatsApp. Hahahhahahhaha I LOVE lame jokes xD

I have to dress formally for everyday lectures :D It is quite tough actually but I'm starting to get used to it. Hehehehe. My daddy says he almost cannot recognize me dressing this way. Sob sob :'( Hahahhahahahha.

Random shot of lotus flower at my house's garden. Hehehehe. So beautiful i likey ♥

Okay, that's all for this post :) I will really work super duper hard for my future! I will put in my strongest efforts for my ambitions and dreams. 成功是给肯努力和坚持到最后的人! Jia you jia you! Hwaiting ♥♥♥

2013 - My New Journey

Apparently i neglected my blog again... :( I'm such a fail blogger. Hahahaha. Have been soooooo busy these 2 months! xD Since there are tons of pictures here, let the photos do the saying ;)


JANUARY

Time flies... It is march ady! :O I spent my January working in a dental clinic :D I seriously think i gained a lot of knowledge from the doctors and assistants there. I'm grateful always ♥ And also, i've earned my very first salary in my whole life $.$ Muahahahaha~ So this is the so called 成就感 :D But i'm not going to post my check here. Tsk tsk tsk xD 


FEBRUARY

2/2/2013

Annual dinner at boss' place. But for me it is like a gathering before i leave for my further studies. Ngek ngek :D 

My sifus who taught me basic dental knowledge ^_^

Annu, Liana and I

Joan

I'm always grateful for the chance to work with u guys as a team. At least before i leave, i can have some basic ideas about dentistry. So i won't loss in my future :) Thank you thankiewwwwww~ ^_^ I will remember everyone here.

10/2/2013

So it was Chinese New Year! ;D This year, we spent our CNY in our hometowns, Semabok and Tangkak. Simple yet meaningful ♥

One photo with the blooming chrysanthemum shall do ♥ 意思意思一下, hehehe ;)

My awesome grandmum with her awesome cooking skills! ♥♥♥

I miss her curry. Yummm ;P

14/2/2013

Spent valentines' day celebrating my cousin's birthday. Haha :D

15/2/2013

Had dinner and some gossip & photo snapping sessions with my form 6 gang. Hahaha however it was like a farewell before i go to Bukit Jalil :D I wish we can have some simple outings at least once a month please~ Else i will be seriously missing u girls badly. Sob sob... I think the next time we meet will be on the STPM results day... Good luck good luck! We've done our 'bestest'! xD 

16/2/2013

It was the day before i checked in to my hostel ;D Did some shopping with mummy at One Utama. Hehehe. She bought a lot of clothes for me to wear in IMU. So i treat her a lunch at Delicious. ;P

I miss their pasta :(

17/2/2013

I hope Coco won't forget me after i leave! T_T (But actually i will come back every week la, hahahhahahahaha)

My new bed. Fyi, i couldn't sleep well for the first night because I MISS MY OWN BED TOO MUCH!!! T_T

Daddy bought a new hairdryer for me cause he knows i always bathe late ♥ :')

before.

after. xD 

(so that the sharp ends won't poke a hole on my clothes xD)

18/2/2013

Collected my white coat. Hehehe ;)

We had 2 weeks of briefing during daytime and orientation activities at night! Fyi, i'm the member of group 7. Yayy yayy! :D The orientation was seriously amazing!!! ♥♥♥ If u plan to study here, make sure u must join the orientation! xD

Secre7 members ♥

Practicing dance for performance :)

Rehearsal before performance :)

Waiting to be on stage :D

After performance ♥ Rats everywhere!

Paint and mud

Flour, eggs, chilli, garlic, food colouring, oil and etc. on my hair T_T

Mud again :p

Paint again xD

Sooooo dirty! :O

Had our late dinner after telematch @Chilli's Midvalley. ♥

And finally : 1/3/2013

It was the freshies party! ♥

Hui Min

Xiao Ning

Su Ee

Min Qi

Wei Chee

WE WON THE 3RD PLACE! Wohooooooooo!!! ♥♥♥

The guys :D

Jee Yi

Champagne time to celebrate Secre7's victory! :D

That's all for my Jan & Feb! ;P I know right, this post is so random and rojak. So i shall update more! GOGOGO! So that i can read my memories back in the future :D Good luck to me and everyone! ^_^

ps. I loss 2kg after 2 weeks away from my home sweet home. Hahahahhahahahhaahaha ok bye :)